I thought it would be easy to find work, specifically what I want and where I want because wow, I had some accomplishments. I’m qualified for high paying positions and in “my” opinion shouldn’t have to start at the bottom. Didn’t I already do that 20 years ago?
Just like Peninnah, I too, have felt disregarded and inadequate, and if I allowed him, the devil would still be feeding me those lies. I’ve also reacted to this pain in ways that didn’t serve Christ or me. Thankfully, I came to know a living God who set me free from destructive thoughts and paths, and set my feet on solid ground.