Have you ever felt hopeless, unworthy, ashamed, convicted in the span of seconds? Imagine this scene: a group of fishermen ashore weary after a long night of empty nets. A man they have heard of but didn’t know asks one of the fishermen, Simon, to take Him out from the shore and He begins teaching to the crowd. When He’s done speaking He looks at Simon Peter and tells him to go out farther. He instructs him to put down his nets for a catch. Simon’s response, as I imagine this moment, was like ‘whatever, but if you say so Master, I’ll do it.’ He obeyed and immediately witnessed a miracle of abundance: his nets full of fish to the point of overflowing. When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus’ knees and said, “Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!” (Luke 5:8). When I heard this my spirit stirred. Let’s break this down.
Simon Peter had no hope of catching any fish but he obeyed the Master and was awestruck by what he witnessed. Upon Jesus filling the nets, Simon Peter sees who is on his boat and immediately falls to the knees of Jesus feeling unworthy, “go away from me!” If that’s not enough of a jolt to Simon, he is ashamed to be before “Jesus, the Lord!” And to top it off, he is convicted, “I am a sinful man!”
Believe me when I tell you these ten words easily filled hours of conversation and study. What I share here is the tip of the iceberg, the summit if you will. There is so much I caught along the way to grasp and be blessed by this verse; I would say my net is over flowing.
One of the blessings was reading a sermon from a 19th century theologian, C.H. Spurgeon. Spurgeon sums up what prompted me to dig deeper when I first heard this verse. In his sermon, Peter’s Prayer, Spurgeon explains Peter’s response this way. “There are three reasons. First, because he was a man; secondly, because he was a sinful man; and again, because he knew this and became a humble man.”
Spurgeon continues to draw from the text and paraphrases this verse, “Come to me, Lord. Come still nearer to me, for I am a sinful man and without Your presence I am utterly undone.” Oh, how that very word “undone” speaks volumes to me. Don’t you just love when truth is as revealing today as it was centuries ago?
Do you seek Him daily and ask Him to come near, in light of your conviction of sin or disbelief? Do you recognize your need to have Jesus with you at all times? Are you aware that your weakness allows God’s strength to work through you and for you? I forget this and when I heard that verse it stirred up the dust bunnies in my soul. It was His Spirit calling me back to Him. Reminding me “He is not going to leave me nor forsake me.” Deuteronomy 31:6, Hebrews 13:5
He is aboard my boat filling my life with abundant blessings. I am worthy and He is Lord of my life. Can I get an Amen?
Amen!! Thanks for sending me this! I appreciate your insight and appreciate your friendship!
Thanks for joining us here at SWF, JoJo!
Right back at ya! xo Maria
LIz lapiska says
Amen!!! Thank you Maria! Love the earthiness of the fishermen story, and your words made me recognize those feelings of having a small shaky boat in a very stormy sea. And then Jesus extends a hand….
Yes, you totally get it Liz! Being vulnerable is scary. Praise our Heavenly Father for Jesus, in whom we find safety (and worth) we so desperately long for!
ANdrea Chirieleison says
Amen, indeed! Thanks for allowing Him to fill your nets and let His light shine through you!
Maria WiLson says
Hi Andrea, isn’t it awesome- when we are brave enough to take the risk (and follow God) the abundance is like manna from heaven! Thanks for joining us at SWF. Keep coming back there’s always goodie to enjoy.
and He is filling your nets because you are so obedient and faithful to Him. He is such a good good Father.
Linda Marr says
Amen! I believe Jesus is with me always. Just worry sometimes I give him a headache!!
I hear ya Linda – sometimes it’s like He puts me on hold in hopes that I will hang up! He is a good good Father! And a patient one too!
Nancy einwechter says
Amen sister. Go Girl. I am in total awe that even though I sin again and again, he is always there filling and fulfilling every need that I have. I long for peace:of mind, body, country and world that only He can bring.
I know, right?! Thanks for reading and sharing! His love for each and every single one of us is beyond my comprehension. No need to long, Nancy. He wants you to know that peace right here on Earth. Keep your eyes and heart turned towards Him.
Dotty Passaro says
Amen! Thank you Maria for your insight and words of encouragement which we all need reminding of how God is so merciful!
This was a tough one for me. I grappled with it for a couple of days. I am pleased to know you found it encouraging. Thanks for reading along and letting me know you are out there!