Not long ago one of our younger children confided that they did not feel worthy of being water baptized. I immediately explained that Christ makes us worthy. This was not a new topic for us; we had covered this ground before. But our child was feeling burdened by a sense that their faith, thoughts and actions were all lacking.
Our church views Christian baptism as “an outward testimony of what has occurred inwardly in a believer’s life” which “illustrates a believer’s new identity in Christ because of His death, burial and resurrection.” It’s an act one enters into obediently as a public profession of faith, but not an act which is required for salvation.
This is not a post about water baptism though – because water baptism was not really the issue. Our child’s concern centered around feelings of their own inadequacy – essentially they questioned their own “worthiness.” Since this is such a common issue even for adults, let’s take a closer look at what that means in various contexts.
Our society uses merit-based standards to judge whether someone or something is worthy of a title or role, such as a Grammy or Oscar award winner, military General, Nobel Laureate, pageant winner, etc. We consider income, status, accomplishments or the opinions of others to determine worth. We also place a great emphasis on self-esteem, which is defined as “a feeling that you are a good person who deserves to be treated with respect.”
But what does scripture say about worth and worthiness? We know that we have worth because of how God made us:
Then God said, ”Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.” (Genesis 1:26 ESV)
For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:13-14)
…and we have worth because of God’s promise and guarantee:
In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of his glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14) (emphasis mine)
…not because of what we have done but because of what God has done:
For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9)
…but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)
Our worth comes not from ourselves or from what other people tell us about ourselves, but from God. From His perspective we are of inestimable value to him because of how He made us, with intrinsic value as a reflection of Himself. We are also of inestimable value because of what God gave to us,(salvation), which came at a great cost to Himself – the death of His Son on the cross. When we consider that great price Jesus paid to redeem us, this can help us comprehend better how much we’re worth to God – the one who matters most.
But not so fast. Our child was confused because, although scripture makes clear we cannot earn our salvation or our worth, God still expects and calls us to be worthy. Our child assumed that in order to be water baptized, they needed more faith and to be living in a way which was somehow worthy of baptism.
Several passages illustrate the expectation that being worthy of God is necessary for Christians; here are three:
Bear fruit worthy of repentance (Matthew 3:8)
…repent and turn to God, performing deeds worthy of repentance. (Acts 26:20)
…walk in a manner worthy of the Lord… (Colossians 1:10)
To make things more complicated, some passages frame unworthiness in a positive light. When the Centurion said to Jesus in Luke 7:6, 9, “‘Lord, do not trouble yourself, for I am not worthy to have you come under my roof,” Jesus replied, “not even in Israel have I found such faith.” John the Baptist referred to himself in relation to Jesus this way: … he who comes after me, the strap of whose sandal I am not worthy to untie (John 1:27). (emphases mine)
Doesn’t this seem contradictory? If we are called to walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, how then is our unworthiness considered a demonstration of faith? And how can we be worthy of Jesus if we are so sinful? This seems hard to reconcile. John Piper says, “Nothing we do puts (Christ) in a position of owing us anything good…Being ‘worthy’ of a gracious Savior includes a sense of unworthiness similar to the confessions of the Centurion and John the Baptist…You become “worthy” of (a suitable beneficiary of) grace when you see your need for grace, and when you embrace the infinite value of the Gracious One.”
There is nothing we can do to deserve any worthiness or salvation on our own. Christ has already poured himself out for our sake because of His great love for us. When we recognize our sin and unworthiness we can then recognize our need for a savior. When we become aware of his beautiful, marvelous grace, we see the salvation which Christ alone has provided and can trust in his atonement. When we treasure the One who is of infinite worth, that is where our worthiness is found.
God alone is worthy! Psalm 115:1 reminds us, Not to us, O Lord, not to us, but to your name give glory, for the sake of your steadfast love and your faithfulness!”
Alysa DiVirgilio says
Hi Sandy–Thank you so much for your comment! 🙂
Yours is such an important question. It caused me to go right to the passage about Thomas (since you mentioned him 🙂 who doubted that Christ had been resurrected. Thomas decided he would only believe it was true if he could see and touch Jesus himself. So when he later saw Jesus and then believed, Christ said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” (John 20:29) Jesus is describing faith here.
And your question also reminds me of the man with a demon-possessed son who was suffering from seizures. The father brought the boy to Jesus and said, “But if you can do anything, have compassion on us and help us.” And Jesus said to him, “‘If you can’! All things are possible for one who believes.” Immediately the father of the child cried out and said, “I believe; help my unbelief!” (Mark 9:22-24)
This man acknowledges his lack of faith but admits he wants more. I do too! I love how this father is included in scripture, perhaps as an example for us doubters. Again, Jesus answers by teaching that the proper response to doubt is faith. We are taught in Romans 10:17 that faith comes by hearing the Word of God: “So faith comes from hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ.” The bible is God’s word and testimony of his works and promises; we must study it to know what He has said and done to strengthen our faith and lessen our doubt.
I also think scripture’s definition of faith is key: “Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1) This does not describe a blind faith, but an evidence-based faith. We have an assurance and a conviction, or good reason to believe in God and his promises when our knowledge of scripture is sound. We learn it reveals how God has proven to be faithful to us in the past so that we can trust him in the present.
But i think there is another important point to make. I was reading more from John Piper, who points out that even our faith is a gift from God! He refers to Romans 12:3 – “For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned.
As Piper explains, “Paul is concerned that people were thinking of themselves “more highly than [they] ought to think.” His final remedy for this pride is to say that not only are spiritual gifts a work of God’s free grace in our lives, but so also is the very faith with which we use those gifts.”
And then we see in Luke 22:31-32 how Jesus himself prays for Peter’s faith to be sustained when he denies Christ 3 times: “I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned again, strengthen your brothers.” Following Jesus’ example, we should pray for ourselves and for others, asking God to sustain our faith.
>>To summarize, I think it’s natural to doubt, admit we need more faith and ask for help just like the father of the epileptic boy did. We also strengthen our faith by pressing in and reading God’s word, remembering that faith is not a blind exercise but based on conviction of what we have good reason (*evidence) to believe is true. And finally we need to pray that God would sustain our faith.
Sorry this is so long! I hope it’s helpful. I’d love to continue the dialogue with you anytime! Thanks again for your excellent comment Sandy <3
*For more about this, see my previous blog post called "What I Didn't Know"! Also, I recommend this book: Cold Case Christianity by J Warner Wallace (he discusses the rules of evidence and other tactics as a detective to recount his conversion from atheism to Christianity).
Sandy wall says
Alysa, this is awesome. But what about those of us who occasionally struggle with our faith ( as I sometimes do)? I feel like my spiritual journey is changing and I’ve been a little bit of a doubting Thomas. I still worship regularly but I find myself searching often, even though I WANT so badly to be faithful and pray for guidance all the time. Am I and others still worthy?